Number 9 of 9, this is the final issue in the series! Happy reading! If you’re just joining us, start with the first one here: https://wordsworthywriting.wordpress.com/2023/08/28/how-it-began-my-journey-to-make-my-dreams-a-reality/
About a year-and-a-half ago I’d found a house that I wanted to buy but I needed a job locally. Unfortunately, this town of 40,000 people didn’t really have any high-paying businesses. Top dollar for most people was $17-18/hour. There was no way I could get a loan living on a below-poverty-level income. I sought out the biggest property management company in the area to discuss a job that didn’t exist. I met with the owner for an hour and a half. They had some commercial properties but were mostly a residential management company and didn’t have a commercial property management division, yet. But they were planning on creating a position for it. He’d keep me posted. After a couple months, I followed up. They were still reorganizing but he’d let me know. I never heard from him again.
Four days before I was to leave for Georgia I received an email from the owner of this company. They’d finally created the position and was I still interested? He sent me the job description then, later that same day, we had a video call for about an hour. I was very open with him about everything. At the end of the call he said he’d get an offer letter together to send to me. He also talked about helping me find an apartment, since that’s what they do, so I’d have a place to go when I landed. It was all coming together.
I guess God spoke. He spoke loud and clear! So, with my tail tucked between my legs, I’m going back to the US, to Grants Pass, Oregon. While returning to my old life and not working for myself are less appealing than my French dream, at least it’s Oregon. It will definitely be better for both my dad and my dog, and truth be told, it’ll be a lot easier for me all around. I am looking forward to the new professional opportunities that come with the job, too. Not only will I be the commercial property management department, I will also start dabbling in leasing. Eventually, I’ll have to get my broker’s license to go full-on with leasing, but the 150-hour course plus an exam is definitely daunting! On top of that, I’ll be in charge of commercial business development, meaning, bringing on new clients and properties. They have properties from Ashland all the way to Bend, so opportunities abound. I love to learn and challenges keep boredom at bay so I’m kind of excited about it all.
However, I’m still making a trip to Georgia first, because I already paid for my flight and accommodations, and because I want to and I can. I’ll post about that later.
So I’ll say goodbye. Au revoir to my dreams of living in France. Adieu to my dream of owning a B&B. Farewell to this house that I want so badly. Goodbye to the skeleton key, pull chain toilet and mail slot; all things I’ve always wanted in a house. And goodbye to the postman who delivers the mail on a bicycle (bonus). I don’t regret trying. I would have regretted it if I hadn’t. In fact, it’s been good. I reconnected with some friends, made new ones, and learned a lot about French bureaucracy. I still love France, but this experience made me a little disenchanted with it.
More important than goodbye, I want to say Thank You.
Thank you for the kindness of strangers and my friends in France who have been so supportive and helpful. I really couldn’t have gotten this far without you!
To my friends who have called and messaged me, just to check on me and offer words of support and encouragement, thank you! You’ll never know how much those conversations mean to me. You are precious and I love you.
Thank you to everyone who has been reading my story. Writing helps me focus and gives me perspective, along with something to do when I’m bored. I do it for me but when others read and enjoy my written works, I’m honored! I feel truly blessed!
To the Universe: While I don’t understand why things are happening this way, why these curves are thrown in my path, I trust in you. I’m grateful to know that there’s someone else in charge, that it doesn’t have to be all me. I’ll just keep listening to you, following my heart, and doing the best that I can. My faith in a higher power is, and always has been, what’s kept me from uglier alternatives.
Last, but not least, I’d like to thank my partner, Scott. While we may not be a couple anymore, you’ve been my rock, my afar shoulder to cry on through all the disappointments. Despite all the changes and things going on in your own life, you’ve been there for me (and Maya), steadfast and filled with love. I am eternally grateful for you. xx
So, in the end, apparently this is not a story about how I made my dreams a reality. It’s about how it’s never too late to try because, even if it doesn’t work out, amazing experiences will be had. Now I can die without the regret of never having tried. Until that happens, the story continues. Dreams may still come true or they may not. Who knows what other twists life will bring? Something even better may come about. At the very least, I’ll have some stories to tell.
Thank you for reading. I hope you’ve enjoyed it! What did you think? I’d love to hear from you so please feel free to leave questions or comments.